Saturday, November 10, 2007

A Veterans Day Parade


Coming from the opinion of an Iraq war veteran, I can testify that Veterans Day--a day of remembrance for all the veterans who sacrificed their lives, limbs, and sanity for the decency of American society--strikes me as a shallow, contemplated lie, and really does not mean a damn thing to me.

And why should it? To some, this callous attitude towards a national holiday may appear unjustified, or that as a veteran, I may sound ungrateful for it. But to frame this holiday into a rational context, I have to ask: When the negligence and indifference towards the humanity and respect of a group of people can be so easily redressed once a year on a federally mandated holiday, why should we place any amount of importance on this faux holiday of remembrance, and especially when it insults our intelligence?

In short, veterans, and the day to honor them, hold about as much importance to most Americans as Kwanza does to the Young Republicans of Texas.

For some of my closest friends and me, Veterans Day is every day, and it is a Fact that cannot be so easily praised and cheered with the enthusiastic waving of an American flag.

Many of us live through life in the solitary confines of our experiences, walking amongst the living while holding hands with the dead.

Some veterans, homeless, jobless and hungry, live day to day begging for scraps on the streets, all the while running from the demons that follow them from the war.

Other vets try desperately to placate their own personal hells, to mask their horrible disfigurement and pain by medicating through substance abuse and violence. Having been turned away from the very hospitals that bear their name, they sit in wheelchairs, with missing limbs, with jaded eyes, inebriated in front of TVs, just to forget, just to make it through the day.

Some veterans will not even be alive to see the big Veterans Day parade, because for some toiled and tired vets, suicide will be the only solution to the all-consuming problem that is their life.

For some of us, Veterans Day is much more than a day off from work, or an all-day shopping spree, or a good excuse to fire up the barbeque grill. It is an unpleasant fact. It is hiding from the ghosts of our pasts. It is living every day with an unbearable guilt. It is trying to live and maintain in a society that you feel deep in your gut is inherently sick and deranged.

It is living without hope.

As Americans, we only pretend to celebrate the honor of veterans on Veterans Day. Maybe because deep down in our national psyche, we all know that the crimes our politicians commit against helpless people in foreign countries--enforced through the strength of our troops--is ultimately dishonorable, immoral, disgusting, and wrong.

But if we truly believed in recognizing the services of our veterans, we as a people would honor our vets by removing them from the immorality of a criminal war and demand an immediate and unconditional withdrawal of American troops from Iraq and Afghanistan.

If we honestly revered the sacrifices of our soldiers returning home, we as a people would hold our government responsible for guaranteeing that every veteran in this country is afforded with free health and education services to ensure each vet has a fair opportunity to start her/his new civilian life.

In a perfect world, this is how we would honor our veterans in America. Furthermore, it would not be solely an annual event. The duty of a compassionate citizenry forcing governments to take care of its veterans would be a daily function in our lives…in a perfect world.

The reality is that America has a long history of sending young adults to the collective suicide of war, only to neglect and sweep under the rug those veterans who return home. From the stolen pensions of veterans in the Revolutionary War, to President Hoover’s military assault on the “Bonus Army” of World War I veterans in 1932, to soldiers’ Agent Orange exposure in Vietnam to Depleted Uranium exposure to Gulf War and Iraq War vets, each generation has its ugly war story to tell.

When one considers this history of negligence and insensitivity, it’s no wonder that most veterans do not think highly of Veterans Day. Much like Black History Month is to the Civil Rights struggle, or that Columbus Day is to the Native Americans, Veterans Day is the ultimate irony for the war veteran: a government-sanctioned holiday for the purposes of whitewashing the patterns of social inequality throughout the years of America’s history.

But perhaps I shouldn’t be so pessimistic about yet another great American spectacle. People are always telling me I have the stereotypical “Angry War Vet” complex brought home from Iraq. Maybe it is time I take my doctor’s advice, pop a Government-Issued Paxil, and “loosen up” a little bit. After all, Veterans Day does serve a higher, nobler purpose. Not only does it encourage blind jingoism and unquestioned obedience to the established order set forth by our ruling elite’s greed-driven capitalist regime, it also gives millions of Americans a nice and cozy “Patriotic” reason to go shopping this weekend.

Indeed, reverence through consumption, our good ol’ American pastime. And on this fine “Veterans Day-Weekend-Blow-Out-Sale-Extravaganza”, as long as the American consumer is getting a whopping 15% off on all furniture purchases at IKEA or 0% APR financing for 6 months on their brand new Ford monster truck, at least I know I did my part in fighting for the American Cause. For God, Country, and the Almighty Dollar.



posted by Jeff Englehart
aka: heckle
Iraq Veterans Against the War
www.ivaw.org


12 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sobering and truthful. Thank you for choosing to serve.
Cathy B

10:14 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i have no words...

thank you and god bless.

12:51 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

What is the best token of appreciation I could give to a Veteran/Friend?

Thank you...for everything.

11:43 PM  
Blogger VCS said...

I am sorry you feel that way about the country and the people who let you down. I read your article and true most of the people take Veterans Day for granted and have no clue what it is like to be in combat, why freedom is not free. I still am in the Army been to Iraq from stageing in Kuwait in February 2003 through November 2003 with the 82nd ABN AFAR. I buried one of my soldiers whom I worked with who was only 19. I had been in a RPG ambush in July 2003 and dragged my 1SGs bleeding body from the wreck. I seen alot of other shit as have you. As for the Government takeing care of Vets I don't rely on the Goverment to wipe my ass, I do it. The Vets who are homeless or came home with personal trauma I feel deeply for them, but I will not go quitely I will not lie down and hope someones gonna help me, sometimes its hard to ask or keep trying but we have to. But I too grow tired I been in for 13 years and in spring will go back to Afghanistan. If I come back I'll be finished. Nearly 15 years in. I don't want a retirement check or incentives, I want to live free and make it through my way. I am currently in 3/7 Special Forces Group(Airborne) and I remain committed to do the right thing not follow because I have too but because it has to be done. I wish you and yours the best. Fight to Survive brother...

4:35 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Jeff, your cartoon tells it all.

7:34 AM  
Blogger j.cro said...

If it wasn't for this "war" I'd have never met you or been able to call you friend, so I'm grateful to it for something, yeah?

Check out the little bit I wrote on my own blog about the CBS News investigation into the astronomical suicide rate among returning "war" veterans. What I wrote won't blow your mind, but what CBS News uncovered will.

Spread the word.

The squeaky wheel is supposed to get the grease. The more people that know, the less THEY can cover it up.

12:39 PM  
Anonymous SGT Peacock said...

I'm soooo with you on that brother. I too served in Iraq in 2003 and when I came home I would wear my Iraq veteran hat, you know the black ones, and people would actually give me dirty looks in the grocery store. It would make me sooo sick to my stomach! Their lips would be cut off in Iraq for doing that to Saddam.

1:03 AM  
Anonymous USMCINIRAQ said...

You are such a pathetic self absorbed loser. Good that you can vent your frustration at being less than a man and obviously a failure of a soldier. You advocate cutting and running in Iraq and Afghanistan just like you cut and run from life..."walk amongst the living while holding hands with the dead?????" who did you plagiarize that melodramatic cliche ridden crap from. Despite you and your ilk we are still winning this war. Thanks for the chuckle, chucklehead. Go find a bottle to crawl into so you can fulfill your part as one of American society's rejects

5:58 AM  
Blogger E-4 Mafia said...

Well, congratulations, Jarhead, you are officially the last moron in our modern society who thinks we are winning in the Middle East.

What does winning mean to you?

Committing war crimes and losing the hearts and minds of the same people you were entrusted to bring democracy to?

Being part of the systematic destruction of Iraqi life and dignity?

Watching private armies and corporations fuck up all chances of success, held to no standard of law or discipline, all the while reaping in billions of dollars that no soldier could possibly fathom?

Watching your buddy die in a war fought for corporate profit and greed?

Or how about you dying for a cause that is criminal, unjust, and absolutely detrimental to the Constitution for which you swore an oath?

Yes, I was a bad soldier, mostly because I couldn't stand the idea of ignorant assholes like yourself making decisions for me and my friends, all the while hiding behind your rank and pretentious shield of authority.

Yes, I was a bad soldier, because I could THINK FOR MYSELF, and challenge the whole time I was in Iraq the reasons behind oppressing an innocent people in an imperial war.

Fuck you, Jarhead, you fucking tool. Keep spouting the lies and rhetoric of this degraded and shameful administration. What you say is meaningless, vapid dribble. You call me a coward, but it is you who are truly pathetic...

...Obedience to an order of criminal inhumanity is the ULTIMATE act of cowardice.

Yeah, I said that, and I didn't even have to plagiarize it.

-J

5:40 PM  
Blogger Nicole said...

Shit, guys. So I just found this site, courtesy of the Bouncing Souls... and... shit. I don't know, it's going to take some time to process all of this. I've been against this war from the beginning. But now, shit...

Thank you, thank you, thank you for speaking out.

12:37 AM  
Blogger Dave J said...

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3:27 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hit the nail on the head! Great writing.

7:06 PM  

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